My Love Letter For You #2 - 1st Anniversary

Hi Ting! J

Happy first anniversary to us!

Kaabot jud ta og one year! Who would have thought! haha

I feel like it was just yesterday when I told you we were not gonna last as bf and gf. LOL

But here we are, starting our journey to what they call Forever. J

It has been a year Ting.

It has been a happy year. J

We have our very handsome son (pwera buyag.hehe), Baby Chad. ^_^

However, it has also been a sad and lonely year too, with you so far away from us. L

I’ve been missing you since day 1.

I dare not count the days since you left for abroad.

But instead, I’m counting the days when you will be here again!

Hmmm..pila nlng ka-days ting?? hehe excited na me!! hehe

Anyways, I know I may not be easy to love, sorry for that. J

And I know you’re having a hard time there, especially when I’m in a “sapot mode”.

Thank you for not giving up.

I don’t want you to give up...

I know our “journey” is still a long way to go.

I just want to tell you Ting, that whatever happens, I will always,

Always love you.

I can really say that you are my soulmate, my destiny; a good husband,

a friend, my trusted confidant and my everything (along with Baby Mot of course. :) )

To infinity and beyond ta hap.. :)

I’m looking forward to growing old with you.

I miss you so much. L Wa ka khbaw unsa tka ka mingaw. huhu

I love you forever, Ting..

Again, Happy First Anniversary to Us!!

More years for us pohon! hehe mmmmmmwaaaahhhhhh

I Can Relate

its scary how right and wrong can be about a person.

ts scary to be so right about someone, because you figured everything out. you know how they work, and how they play their game. most of the time you're hoping you're wrong.

but its scary how wrong you can be, because someone can make you think they're something they're not. they lied to you, and you believed them. everything you thought you knew about them, was a lie. its even more scary because you don't know the real them, or what they're capable of. +_+

Taken from my Clinical Instructor's Facebook Wall Photos. Mr. Go

I agree with this meaning of L-O-V-E

‘I love you’ means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you’re in a bad mood or too tired to do things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with. I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, hoping you feel the same way for me.

Taken from my Clinical Instructor's Facebook Wall Photos. Mr. Go

My Kinda Guy Part 3

Taken from my Clinical Instructor's Facebook Wall Photos. Mr. Go

we mistake sex for romance, guys are taught that pushing a girl against a wall is romance. sex is easy, you can do it with anyone. romance is when someone like walks into a room and they take your breath away. romance is when two people are dancing and they fit together perfectly. romance is when two people are walking next to each other and all of a sudden they find themselves holding hands, and they dont know how that happened.
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i know there are times when im actually hard to be with, you fall in love with someone who has so many problems and i just want to say thank you for being there for me despite the reasons not to. i have a lot of flaws that could have pushed you away but you're still there, trying to keep me.
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No matter how many arguments or disagreement we’d get into, I’ll still stick with you in the end. I don’t care how many times we get hurt, as long as we can prove to each other that we deserve to be forgiven. I might not see or talk to you as often as I’d like, but once we do. I can go on and on with you for days. Just something about you caught my full attention.

I hope this won't happen to us :(

Taken from my Clinical Instructor's Facebook Wall Photos. Mr. Go

You know that feeling of your heart dropping when you find out that your loved one has been trying to hide something from you? Yeah, not the greatest feeling in the world. It might not mean shit to you, but it sure means a hell lot to me. So save your sugar-coated bullshits for someone else. Come at me with one hundred percent honesty. The naked truth is always better than the best dressed lie.

my eyes don't light up when i hear your name anymore. i dont get chills when you walk by and my heart doesn't race when you smile at me. you dont get to me like you used to. you're just a bad memory in the back of my mind. so dont be surprised next time you make your way past me and i dont even glance your way. and dont bother trying to talk to me, you wont get a response. im over fighting the same losing battle. the saddest part is that you have no one to blame but yourself. i gave you every chance you could ask for. and you fucked up every time. now, i walk around with nothing but a smile on my face, and i laugh louder than ever before. looks like you've lost me.

not every sorry deserves an "its okay" in return.